Hey everyone, it’s been a good minute since I’ve been on here and I’m sorry about that. I just really have not had the energy to do anything. I work and then I come home and just…watch TV or lay in bed and watch Youtube. I haven’t even really been reading and that’s been making me feel worse but, the problem is, I just don’t seem to have the energy to do what I love. And I do still love this. I love reading and I love writing reviews, I just…need to find that motivation that I had, I need to find that energy. I’m really hoping to change things. I won’t call this a New Years Resolution because I just feel like I’m putting too much pressure on myself with that. I want it to be like it was, just reading for the fun of it and sharing my thoughts with people of the same interests. I feel like I’ve let myself down and that I let all of you down.
I’m working on getting to the point where I have that feeling of anticipation again, where I want to read and can’t wait to get home to pick that book back up. I also think part of the problem was, I was just really getting burnt out. Something that I had noticed was that I was banging out a lot more bad reviews and I wasn’t finishing a lot of books. Most of them were free on Kindle Amazon, so my fault there. What I think I need to do is find a balance. When I read a book that I can’t finish, I should go to my own library of books that I’ve already read and that I know I love and enjoy reading. Maybe that will keep me from burning out again. Even just typing post is making me want to get my journals out and start posting reviews again.
So, sorry for the serious note, I will be working on banging out some more reviews soon.
Love you all!